I am amazed at the number of plans and personal principles I have strayed away from in the last few months. I have not lived in so much denial ever. I never thought that I would have to adapt to circumstances that threatened personality changes or that I would be comfortable living life on not my own terms.
The fact that I have altered a pattern I would never change ever, is scary. It is bizarre that I am actually yielding and my thoughts are being influenced to such a degree. I have broken rules beyond pardon to myself and in scrutiny of my own self I am disappointed that I have let myself be. Time for serious introspection, if not amends.
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